Today is one of those days where...

i actually care about throwing out the rubbish.
i could've just ignored it (the rubbish) but i couldn't.
i could've just thrown it out without any further comment but i could barely hold it in.


this just means that like others, i also have my "off"-days when i'm tired, not in the mood but still would like to do what should be done. i usually don't mind doing the work but it would be nice if there was a little bit of motivation - like throwing out the rubbish bag when it's full rather than just adding on a new rubbish bag without throwing the previously full bag, which just adds to the volume of the rubbish accumulating in the kitchen. it's demotivating to see such a huge amount of rubbish especially thinking that others could have thrown it when i'm not home. it feels as if it's taken for granted that someone will throw the rubbish anyway.. sorry if i sound like a complaining brat.

but the good thing is i feel better after i wrote about it on my blog ^^ (which rarely happens if i were to tell others about it. in fact, it usually feels bad after i let out what i have in my head especially if others take it the wrong way).

don't worry, i'm just tired and had too much on my mind today. so before you judge me any further, please spare me for being noisy over such a simple thing on my OFF-days (as if you don't have one). i'll definitely be back to my usual self after i've had some sleep, i know i just sound like my mom sometimes hohoh ;P besides, somebody told me that it's good to let things out sometimes. so if others can say what they like, why couldn't i? i always have to worry about other people's feelings. it's tiring. at least i don't bitch.

p/s now that i feel better. what i said above are not relevant anymore. everyone (including me) is probably tired and would not like to think about throwing rubbish anyway. and i'm actually glad that i did it hahah (i hate to have that small fly-like thing hovering around the kitchen, i feel like the kitchen is full of pathogens huehue)

Mental note

"dear lecturers, i'm sure by now you have all discovered what a funny person i am. tomorrow i'm going to narrate my last joke for the week. based on my current progress, it's probably going to be the funniest of them all huehuehue".

okay, one more day to go.. geez, i'm so disorganized right now..

i wonder what would happen if i send the text above to all my lecturers hohoh..i could picture a comedy film in the making..